>>18303850Let me put it to you another way, I've crawled through a tunnel of spikes and I'm out the other side now, but I'm still bleeding and in pain. I have no idea if there are more tunnels in front of me or not and I'm not willing to put faith in the notion that everything will be okay now when that might not be the case at all. Is there a light? I don't even know that for certain. There might not be. I don't know anything. I don't understand anything. It's scary. I just want to exist. I think I'm gonna go to bed.
