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It's funny, I was closed off for the longest time, and Josie opened me back up, but I failed at giving her the same gift back. This is probably both my biggest goal in life so far, and my biggest failure. I do not know how to continue working on this goal, which is why I am writing this post. It casues me great sadness to see such an exceptional person hate themselves so much, and to be powerless to intervene. I have never felt this much pain in my life, even considering the fact I'm separated from the majority of my small family, plus recent family drug addiction drama. Josie has really had that large of an impact on me. I didn't ask for this.