>>2418523Well, I didnt have any decent friends to begin since young and I only had been with bullies who tormented me for years. I dont know how to act around this time when theyre all happy together and I feel left out still since I wasnt around when they were already together from the start. I just said it was boring I guess since I expected to have fun but I clearly didnt cause I was just awkward as fuck and no one really talk back to me when I talk to them. But they do talk to each other. Even tho it might be just because Im new in the group, I just feel like Im always gonna be that one awkward member of the circle. Im in college by the way. I didnt really find having friends to be fun also since like I said, Ive been with bullies for so long. I joined the group myself since I was just curious what it feels like to have friends. Dont know but they hesitantly obliged anyway. Ive known them for 3 years by the way and its my first time joining them
