>>10743981You don’t tell him shit. You get on your knees and take your punishment like a man, gut wrenching pain and knowing all your sins all at once in but an instant. The feeling of wrong doing that puts nausea in your soul. A feeling you get in your gut waiting for your father to punish you for whatever it is you did wrong x1000. And almost just like that, in what feels like like same instance you feel true love, understanding, enlightenment, forgiveness. This all brings madness, but eventually purpose and meaning, and when you finally realize how truly bad things are, righteous godly fury.
