>>9933296Hey, OP here, had to switch devices
For the longest time it was only a sexual perversion, but I guess after reading this manga it developed into something more?
Now that I think about it, I was always kind of feminine.
I mainly played with male toys not because I wanted them, but because I inherited them from my brother, and the few toys that were brought for me were girl toys (shit like MLP, LEGO friends, etc.)
When I first went to school most of my friends were actually girls, and I only started made friendships with boys because all of the girls I was friends with left the school and the only ones left were the bitchy ones who complain about everything. From that point on I started looking exclusively for male friends.
