>>4176080Well that was a wall of text, pushed a button did I? You'll need better self control if you're going to get to the top. I see your unhappy childhood has fostered a deep resentment towards others. You seek to fill the void inside you with fantasies about wealth and status. Sadly the truth is you will never fill that space where your soul should be. You will die alone, unloved and frightened at the void that lies before you. I on the other hand will die upside down on the floor of a pub toilet - and i've made my peace with that.