>>13321125If I thought about it again, I think I did pretty much all cringe if I have a crush because I have no social clue.
But there was this moment that really struck me and if I think about it again at night, guarantee I wouldn't be able to sleep.
I was never a conservative person, raised more in secular muslim household. But there was this cute muslim girl with Oriental kind of face and robust hot body and her parents was a very strict muslim.
So me being autistic, I went there with full muslim clothes; all white just fresh out of mosque and asked her mom if I could bring her out for a moment with me plus I thought maybe I could impress them.
(its a tradition if you wanna ask a girl out first ask their parents here)
Surprisingly, they accepted me.
But then when I waited for her to prepare, she went out with normal clothes and makeups (even no hijab)
Turns out she said she dressed like that if her dad wasn't around her.
So we spent our time with me being retard with a "santri"-type of dress and she was this hot millennial starbucks-style.
Everyone looked at me weirdly and she made fun of my looks all the time.
