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It was about 6 months into me and my girlfriend's relationship. We had tripped before and had wonderful times together, so we decided to take 2 tabs of LSD on a whim. Things were going alright in the beginning, but as I started to peak, there was a shift within me. She would be laughing and acting silly while I sat there feeling so distant from her.
I found myself questioning our relationship, if she was really "the one" for me anyways. I already had a few failed relationships, and I found myself here yet again: the honeymoon phase had ended, leaving me with a background discontentment. That warm feeling that used to be in the center of my chest whenever I was in her presence was replaced with an emptiness. I sat there wondering if I'd ever find someone I truly felt connected to, that I truly loved. I didn't even know what love is.
I couldn't take it anymore and I turned to her saying that something is wrong. I tried explaining to her what I was feeling and she started crying, asking why I didn't love her anymore. I cried to, saying I don't know what's wrong with me that makes me so shut off.
And then in a split second, everything was fine. She suddenly seemed to understand exactly what I was feeling. I didn't know what it was about that moment, but it was everything I was missing in the trip thus far. We kept talking, trying to understand what that was.
Suddenly, the center of my chest exploded in a a soul-clenching burst of emotion. We were looking deep within each others eyes into the very essence of our Beings. We were sharing one synchronized mind. "Is this happening to you too?!" I asked in awe. I'll never forget the words she spoke "I love you from the depths of what make me alive, Anon, and I will walk through Heaven and Hell with you." I had only felt glimpses of this; it was everything I've ever chased after in a girl, everything I felt I was missing. It was pure unconditional love.
