>>12336630I was awake
there are many types of hands free you know, the good the bad and the ugly
I got the bad end and I hope to never see the day of the ugly unless it's at the proctologist
>cuteI guess
>make some friendsb-but I've known them for like 3 years now?
the only exception are my new dealer and Tone, I knew tone for like two years and by now I should really come up with a nickname for her because it's getting confusing so lets go with Zizi, the only shame is we could've met as early as everybody else
but we didn't
I guess I'm under more of a spotlight because I'm now usually the nigga that has to buy the junk and provide the guests with food and entertainment
>weren't those worseit's fatalistic delusion either way holmes, it doesn't matter if I kill myself or the heart gives up on it's own it's playing with my mind in a way I don't like
I wish it was as easy as just checking in to "the rapist" and talking shit out but truth is even if theres no agency in your demise they'll think of me as a su su sudio dumbass playing like I'm shit terrified of dying
it's like a hydra man, except taking the head off just adds another delusion to your table while keeping the olde ones on it
>on to a different subjectif I catch some free time I'll watch colour out of space with nick cage, if not I'll check for a good audiobook
speaking of which theres Dunwich horror movie set in production, I hope zhey atleast do good enough because I already got Zizi to agree for dropping edibles before watching that movie if it comes to our theatres
nothing speaks movie night than mind altering substances and eldtrich horror