>>12959506nah i don't remember the abduction itself. i was sitting in my friend's backyard (sober, in a composed state of mind) when i saw a UFO-shaped cloud descend to the end of his yard and was seized by fear. i remember thinking, like, "they're here!" and maybe having trouble moving? like i was frozen. then, everything goes black- i have the sense that i was shown a series of places or visions, associated with different colors and emotions, which is interesting because that's a characteristic of trauma-based Monarch programing and forced dissociation- then i woke up about 300 feet away from where i had been sitting before. i was on my knees, like i was praying, but my head was straight back, staring straight up at the sky, and when i checked my phone i saw it was about an hour later.
then i walked inside and there was a green orb floating in the living room. i thought it was an after image but it was still there when i came back from the bathroom. my arm involuntarily raised and it sucked itself into my index finger, leaving a bloodless incision. when i went outside, i saw another ufo-shaped cloud hovering overhead. it seemed to have a window or viewscreen open, through which i could see the alien like
>>12959474 this guys pic. it seemed to notice me and reached out a looong spindly finger to press a button, which closed the window and it disappeared.
then the doorbell rang and when i answered the front door, a man in an all-black military uniform said he was here to check the meter (i was housesitting for a friend). i noticed he was driving a brand new all black pickup truck parked strangely, blocking the doorway. i said i'd meet him around back and by the time i got out there, he and his truck were nowhere to be found.
and that was how i started going down the rabbit hole. i think i might have had some experiences as a kid, too, but i don't remember clearly. also i was in GATE and always singled out. no other /x/ type experiences though.
weird shit.
