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Man I did mushrooms alone and the first part was great. I meditated (I made about 10 minutes in with breathing and saying my mantra) the beginning felt severe love and profound admiration for life and I longed to be a simple animal in nature but then realized how brutal death is and was bombarded by some horrific hr giger type hallucinations about the cost of living and loving is having to pay full price for this skin ticket of a ride that this body is in pain and death. The pain transcends even physical, to be conscious is a curse in itself. We are trapped here by time to experience a never ending illusion of what it means to be and to suffer. To be born is to die. We eat from life just to eventually be consumed by life itself, conscious of every bite it takes from us physically, spiritually, and mentally. Glad I survived those horrific visions sweating like crazy.
