>>15835691Thats the hardest part, its not up to me to decide that, i can say that i feel less seething during the day but that might be due to excessive smoking not the change in behavior.
Idk if i turned happier or sadder or just neutral, i still feel like i miss something or someone.
Also i grew more social experience but i still am some sort of an outcast when it comes to regular interaction outside of work and studies, very strong social anxiety if the interaction isnt formal, so idk if this is for the best or thw worst, but feeling like a robot isnt nice
