>>20177113My insurances tried hard to screw me and I ended up needing to pay the $1200 up front and then get a reimbursement.
Worth it to me. I've been obese since childhood. I've tried dieting and exercise. I know it works. The problem is that I do not have the willpower to follow through. I've gone 8 months strong back in high school and I always eventually lose control. I'm 24 now and I've never once felt comfortable in my own skin as an adult, and even that has never been enough motivation to fix whatever is wrong in my brain or my intestines or my upbringing that gives me such unbearable constant thoughts and cravings about food.
About that. People often give advice about cravings and them being worst the first two weeks you cut back or things like that. This is not my lived experience. The cravings never fucking go away for me.
The idea that I can one of these in my thigh once a week and from there have the food noise recede and have the strength to eat better consistently, that possibility is worth the possible side effects. Because if I don't get help then I know I'm going to be obese until I fucking die, and that that death date will not be that far away.
