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this is really weird but I've been without much contact with people like I'm a neet I get to interact only for groceries and other small stuff every once in awhile yet the last few weeks I enrolled in college and the first day I went there did something really fucking weird I had not done in a loong time (neither that I usually do) and that was starting a conversation with someone. I had the chance because I was asking for classroom numbers and this guy was also for my class and happen to overhead my conversation so I did something really weird and again that I would not even normally before I was a neet because I'm usually shy like a retard. I kept asking him stuff and had probably the most fluent extrovert conversation of my life (with a complete stranger I meant, I used to have friends - I barely speak to anyone now) to the point I got to know a lot about this guy, that he came from another corner of the country, where did he live and a shit ton of stuff, it completely opened my eyes to how much you can know if you interact just a little with someone. I carried an entire conversation in the most fluent way like I had never done, I was absolutely baffled internally I was so bizarre out of character. I could look at him straight in the eyes, laugh and have a total normal conversation, something inside me was craving even for more. This is however something I had been playing around with, everytime I went for groceries I would try to look at the guy in the eyes and try to force some small talk but this one was in a complete diff level. sorry for the text I dont have friends so I have to write this down somewhere.
Being a neet for so long with such little social interaction mindbroke me, one would think I would be a complete social inept autist (prob still am) but something weird happened to me. being a neet for so long mindbroke me
