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I still have depression, but I sometimes feel like normal for a second and then I feel angry without a reason and anxiety comes.
I was surviving in 4 years of domestic abuse my stepfather was a psychopath if you did anything wrong he would beat the shit out of you he would get too violent and beat the shit out of you until you bleed, my mother tried to protect me but he would hit her so hard that she collapsed,
My stepfather wasn't even a human fucking being but a disabled that who viewed his family as fucking superior and viewed me as a dipshit and some kind of a slut.
I begin to have nightmares but they got worse and worse until they become impossible for me to watch I was dreaming as a home being bombed and a little girl being raped,
Then my mother sent me to my grandma to take care of me on that point my mental health was completely fucked that I needed to go to the psychiatrist sent me to have some therapies with psychologist they told me that I was rather suffering from PTSD or neurosis, so psychiatrist give me some antidepressants and once I was taking them I felt a bit better nightmares still was a thing to be and was pretty disturbing
my stepfather died from liver failure, to be honest, this was the best day of my life I life got a bit better after that
Nowadays, when I see his face and have memories of what I had to go through, makes me want to kill my self and I still have nightmares from all of the torture and abuse.
