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I'm turning 31 tomorrow but i don't think i will make it to 32. I never did anything remarkable with my life, everything is so lame and pointless, both with me, this stupid country, and this pathetic world.
Still livin' in my parents' house working at shitty part time jobs. My computer science degree is in the trashcan since i never got to use it or land a job (I failed every interview probably due to my severe ADHD )
Anyway. I am writing this since i've been on /pol/ for over 10 years and this may be my last year posting here. My health has been deteriorating very quickly for the past 3 months but I still refuse to go to the hospital even though my family begs me to go. But i won't. Period. I just want to accept my fate. It seems to be a very serious condition since the symptoms are very fucked up (like when your body is telling you that it's terminal, it's over) but I just don't give a shit honestly. I see this more as a God's green light to finally fuck off from this retarded planet.
It's just crazy how not scared i am despite seeing blood on the sink every time i cough or lose the balance when i walk, alongside many other wild symptoms. My existence is slowly turning off and i am so overjoyed and liberated about the idea.
I feel more sorry for you all who will be putting up with all this crap for one year more
Anyway, and just in case. Good Riddance. Faggots :)