>>23486786It’s so fucking horrible bro
I’m so scared living here all the time I don’t want to leave the house but I have to push through it anyway and go out and deal with a barrage of nonstop glowies everywhere I go
And the fact I have to get all this stuff done really quickly because I’m running out of time there’s like this kill clock running in the background of my life because I never know what they’re going to try to do to me next here
And then just picking up and going through the process of moving to another country is incredibly nerve wracking there’s all this paper work and forms and you have to deal with border security especially because the West has decided to be almost against immigration now, I have to deal with being looked at like an outsider or something and have my heritage contested because I don’t have typical looks or I’m not really “Anglo Saxon” looking and just the idea of leaving everything I know behind and settling in a new country
I might not even be able to immigrate right away and I’ll be stuck living between America and Europe for years on my tourist visa because I can’t stay in Canada I have to navigate and deal with freaking lawyers and save up all my money
