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sobriety did wonders for me i dont look like im dying then the relentless starvation dieting make me look how i wanted to look and it worked so well i got the other thing i wanted which was for someone to have sex with me
i mean im seeing no points of failure i cant help how i look really i mean am i one of those e-boy 10/10 twinks? fuck no im not i dont know if 20 year old me could have competed but we didnt have filters and i didnt have make up so i wonder about that yet that shit really is for people who arent my age. in fact aging as a faggot has been a really interesting experience. i see other people with kids and wonder, golly did i miss out much? but those friends insist it ruined their life. in fact a lot of families histories is mired in regret and sadness idk even hindsight isnt perfect when you are examining where you are and how you are doing
