>>7316422Well, you're new so you don't know about him and me
First off, my mother is psychotic, abusive, and a terror to face ever day. And she's been that way since I was a kid.
Worst case of her abuse?
>forcibly administered enema when I was 10 because I wasn't shitting often enough for her likingThen I come here, I became one of /bant/'s most prolific gayposters, right up there with Normie.
One thing led to another, and I end up in a relationship with him and his wife, and we even make plans to get me moved in with them!
It's perfect, right?! I get to move in with people that love me and give me attention after a lifetime of nearly total self-imposed social isolation, and get FAR away from my mother, forever!
But then shit happens, I become homeless in a car with my mother in spring -> fall of 2018, and Normie and his wife goes through shit on their end and several scares of becoming homeless.
These past few months, I feel like there's been a growing rift between me and the two of them. I make effort to reach out to them, I stalk them in archives, I talk to the mrs on discord but we don't really have conversations that last for a long time like we used to and I get into a thread with Normie's most recent post only to find that I'm frequently 30mins late, or sometimes HOURS late with no other way of reaching him.
Neither of them really reach out to me, despite all my efforts. I tried a "pen pal" solution with Normie, he'd post when he got off work, and I'd reply when I got off work.
But he ended that as well, because "he had to uninstall discord on phone to make room".
HE'S GOT HIS PC AT HOME AS WELL, DAMMIT.
And today, with him telling me to make you gay after a month of silence from him on discord and barely talking to him on /bant/ - that conversation between me and him about invisible spec ops was the biggest convo I've had with him in a month.
Not even a "hello, how are you", not even attempts to cheer me up.
Just a few words, and GONE.
