>>22982447your fear of freemasonry is proof that you are not capable of independent thought. Catholics are against it because it exposes the esoteric not because its inherintly evil.
The concepts behind esoteric symbolisim have to be experience first in order to understand them. By giving this to the general public freely it raises the chance that they will be poorly understood and therefore a catalyst for sin.
You should pray to Jesus and ask for discernment.