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Basically i think my trouble or uncertainty regarding types of women, somehow is connected to a broader issue I have been struggling with in general.
It's in regard to different type of spiritual and philosophical outlooks I can't entirely decide on ans that I find represented in women ironically enough.
I feel like by all accounts this woman I've shown is probably 'good' enough by some metric (or by all measures appears to be) yet, I am stuck wondering why I am not entirely attracted to that for sure, but I'm at a loss for what I am attracted to in general.
it's a real life example I can use to basically test and prove what is true for me. It's like either Aerith or Tifa almost. It's sort of basically if I should accept and agree with more common ans conventional types of spiritualities and philosophies on goodness, or if I can break away and forge my own path on what necessarily constitutes what is good.