>>1162572Maybe I would have end up like that without it, but it made me distant in every relationship. As a kid, I only engaged with my parents in an utilitarian way. I used them and their situation to have the best toys and the most of free time. I'm bad at relationships since I always involve myself as if it would end anytime soon, all while trying to use other people for what I want. My heart is dry as fucking desert. No need to say I'm still a kissless virgin.
