Transition, it's your only shot at have any dignity in life.
What should I expect as a MtF?:
https://transcare.ucsf.edu/article/information-estrogen-hormone-therapyWhat should I expect as a FtM?:
https://transcare.ucsf.edu/article/information-testosterone-hormone-therapyHow do I know I have dysphoria?:
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK577212/table/pediat_transgender.T.dsm5_criteria_for_g/What to know to do it on my own?:
https://diyhrt.wiki/Where to buy homebrewed estrogen?:
https://astrovials.com/product/estradiol-enanthate/How do even I know homebrewed estrogen is safe?:
https://transharmreduction.org/hrt-testingWhere to find other stuff?:
https://hrtcafe.net/Testosterone is more difficult to get a hold of because it is a very controlled substance, unlike estradiol. The difficulty will vary greatly depending on your geographical location.
For all else you can ask /hrtgen/ on the catalog, make a thread on /lgbt/ and post on /r/TransDIY on Reddit.
"I'm AGP. Am I valid? Should I troon? Yes, if you have dysphoria. Seek guidance on /r/askAGP. It is full of dysphoric AGPs such as yourself. Same for AAPs: /r/autoandrophilia.
Remember to denounce the Talmud and all of its teachings.
