>>1208389I feel you, man.
I was raped when I was younger, which lead to some pretty massive self esteem issues. When I finally thought I'd try and talk to someone about it I was ignored because of my sex. Because, you know, small boys can't be raped. Things didn't really get much better after my first girlfriend. She cheated on me, same as all the others. I figured that was pretty normal for a while... that you'd date someone, they would cheat on you, you'd repeat it all. Self esteem took a beating. I had no one; no friends, no family, no strangers to help me. C'est la vie, right?
But shit could be worse.