>>10646230Thank you. Yeah i have heard that but i really don't relate to my family. Well i thought i was saved at one point and that fellow saved christians are your family. So yeah i can kind of relate to that. But that was then, fell away etc. But my physical family are brainwashed and couldn't care about anything more then muh latest movie.
I wanna start my own family in the future and raise my kids in every way i thought i missed out. Especially as a boy, felt like i wasn't raised allowed to be a boy. That i was pushed down for acting like a boy. I have realized competition within family is great especially for boys. Feel like my growth got stunted as a man too.
But rn i am focusing on ways to make money. I am thinking of some illegal ways i know i could make a ton. But idk. My first step to starting my own shit would have to be to move from home. Can't do shit with retards waiting to trip me at every step.
