>>15924814It's weird. Failing so hard makes you think about everything, when I put things into perspective makes me feel as if I never knew exactly what I wanted in life. Was I always like this? Was I always a retard and never realized? It's sort of sad.
I like 3D now and I'll try to enroll in a 3year course for a general 3D artist, I decided to ditch enginering/programming degrees or other "hard" subjects. Maybe I can live doing animations of futa porn? I don't know, but sounds fun. Will I "make it"? I don't even know what that means anymore
