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Nah it's not over.
Relax, take a deep breath.
Do some push ups and keep doing deep breathing. Do some more push ups.
If you start working out you will instantly feel better about yourself. The next step is to find a job, any job and do that while you think about the "real" job that you want to do. It sounds like your younger, how old? (btw I'm 34)