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Goddammit I hate it when I spend a minute on a post, don't proofread, then look at it and feel like a retard for messing up the second word. kek
Anyway good luck man. They say "buy the ticket, take the ride." You signed up for this because you wanted to have a different mental experience. Do yourself a favor and be thankful you get something else for a while because you'll be back to reality in no time and craving something else at that point.