>>18597691>the real issue for me is extreme loneliness and never having really had anyone who cared about meYes that's... Not ideal...
>that plus the work situationFriend of mine keeps talking about how situation at his job is terrible but never does anything to i dunno, find a different one. This seems similar, since you've been talking about it for quite some time. Tho i don't know how essential it is for you to have this job hmm.
> things that have had an effect on how i deal with people. feels hopeless.I can somewhat relate to that. Hopelessness is really the worst thing one can feel.