>>13959530thanks for your thoughts anon. She made it clear that it was the heavy drinking that made her puke and people laughed because of the timing. Yet years later I still can't shake it off because I'm not convinced.
She seemed sincere but you can say it's my natural instinct and it makes me think that she actually puked when she looked at me. So even if there was no alcohol at all it will still trigger something ugly inside of her, that's what I believe.
>>13959550I'm sorry for myself too. thanks anon
>>13959579I don't, femdom and other self-destructive tendencies with women are still haunting me.
