>>19634130>All the plans went bust. I basically tried them all within this week I was gone. Plan B sucked because everyone was ugly. I guess cute girls can control what they drink? Plan C failed because girls said they weren't interested and then one of them left the cafeteria because of me. And whatever plan move to poland was isn't going to work because I have $150 in my bank account now.So first off the donation messages happened because you said you would only leave her alone if she rejected you on stream, she did. It should be a huge wake up call for you.
From what you've told us, you barely have any experience with being social. Start off small by trying to make friends, a girlfriend is astronomically harder to get and maintain than a friend. If you can get some friends, you can probably land a girl at some point but you have to recognize that you might want to do some weird shit that you'll think is a good idea but will actually just scare girls. When you do make friends, if you notice that one of them is good with girls, try to pay attention to how they act and do what they do. You got this, man. You're only 19, you have a lot of time to work on this but don't put it off, making friends is only going to get harder as you get older.