>>11169341i don't have any ambition in me. so whenever i do finish something i get sad that it could have been better, had I put aspiration into it. which I can't. for the same reason I can't get good at things. i just don't have the will to practice and become better at things, so i don't do anything.
>>11169373that's kind of you, Lithuania! i'd like that a lot, but you don't have to do this. some people just don't fit in with society. also everyone needs food, but i don't know what else to do beside stop eating. i feel I've tried most everything else. I really like cinnamon rolls! they're great when they're not too sweet, and the dough is fluffy.
>>11169375that sounds nice. I don't like the taste of alcohol, but maybe I should pull myself together, go to the store and buy vodka. when drunk, music sounds good again!
