>>9154645Ehhhh kinda. I mean we went to the same highschool but I dumped her back then to chase cute alternative girls. Little did I know she was the underappreciated trad girl. Years later we met at an anime con but she had only been with a couple other people because well....she would be a female incel without me. Sure I'm her first love but ultimately with what I'm working with she's very good for me. She's not good in the way that she's exactly like me but in that she's got the things I don't really have. While I'm cold and rather calculated in my life she's more emotional and creative.
We're the same age though it's just I've got more relationship experience. That's what makes it work though. Like a teacher to a student I teach her what romance is and she shares herself with me inside and out. When I'm shitty she's there to keep it all together. I can't say I enjoy having to teach her all this and would prefer someone with more experience but I'd never find another woman quite like her with her superhuman empathy towards monsters like me.
She was far from my first love though. I'd loved a thousand times a thousand ways before her. With her I'm truly done with searching for my female partner.
We lived together for 5 years before we got married though. In fact we spent our whole relationship living together. We're kind of inseparable and if I could bring her to work with me I would just to have her around.
I hope I answered your question as it was really tough to interpret what you meant anon.
>>9154668>he is diagnozed schizo btwSo this instantly makes whatever I say invalid or worthless? The mentally ill don't have any wisdom? Fucking wew lad.
