>>15336621Oh, welcome back, and no worries at all, really, I have the same thing about replying to people fast enough or I feel bad about it, but, I guess it doesn't really matter.
>yes i know tabletop clubs are for people to visit but I'll have to actually tell people if i can join their game.Ah, well, can't you try going into a club and asking the guy in charge there to help you out? I'm sure that'd work. It'd obviously be hard to sit down among some people who are already friends that are playing, but, whoever is in charge at the place could probably sit you down in a table where it's also all just random people, you know? That's probably what you should go for, maybe it'd help a little bit with that feeling of needing somebody by your side. They'd even help you play if it's your first time and you're feeling nervous, I'm sure.
>another weird things is that sometimes i think that i look too bad and people would look at me weirdlyYeah, I know that feel. But, maybe it's not that they're looking at you weirdly, it's just that they happened to look at you and that's how you took it? Anyhow, just take a shower before going and you'll feel alright, please don't worry about that, although I know it's hard. Good luck.
>>15336631Well, I kept waking up and sleeping and dreaming more, so, I forgot a whole lot of it already. I just have a hard time recalling my dreams unless something particularly of interest happened. Which for today was, I was eating a piece of chicken wings and it turned into a severed finger and I spat it out. That's all I remember from like 8 hours of dreaming, lol, sorry, maybe more will come back to me later.
>ive been having vivid dreams where literally the only thing i do is talk to people, just regular conversations that people have every dayDamn, that sounds pretty strange to me, I've never had dreams that were like that, it's always really weird stuff or just dreaming about the things I've been doing a lot, post too long, part 1.
