>>5410189Anarchist phase.
When I first got into the internet, I was a very wacky maymay gremlin that liked making funny randumb stories and art, but I eventually started going deeper into the net and found a lot of anti-war stuff. This made me hate a lot of countries, obviously hating mine the most, for creating such great travesties around the world for petty profit-oriented reasons. That's why I took anarchism as an inspiration then, or mostly just the aesthetic and the rebelliousness aspect of it because we teens are too cool to read anything.
I started dressing in all black, cutting my hair to be more alternative than the other kids, and wearing a huge bunch of accessories and belts that consisted of skulls or studs or spikes. I even had a million black shirts with skulls, band names, and anarchy symbols. You'd get annoyed with how much noise I made while walking because my studded bracelets and skull necklaces wouldn't stop rattling, and I kept blaring Green Day and Linkin Park and My Chemical Romance on my old iPod everywhere I went.
Funnily enough, I feel no shame about it whatsoever. In fact, I miss it, and I want to go back to it, but work has me restricted to be dressed conservatively and be as mundane as possible. Bullshit office "ethics" and whatnot.
