>>2894587fuck. ive been smoking for like 1-2 months, then quit for a cpl weeks, smoke for 2-3 months, quit for 2-3 weeks, wash, rinse, repeat.
im on day 4 right now and i know ill be fine for 1-2 weeks but then..
all i can do is get back up & try again. when im dirty i want to get clean, when im clean i want to get dirty. i just cannot maintain a "healthy" balance with cigs. either i have to do a pack a day or none at all, there is no in between