>>8449478>Desu I prefer constant reincarnation over HeavenI dunno what happens after death but if I have to keep living over and over and over again potentially I'm going to try to figure out the lesson I'm supposed to learn from my shitty existence.
INB4 you were supposed to learn to suffer
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>I’ll be disconnecting again until summonedI think that would be best. This place kinda fucked you up.
>I know all too well after watching like a dozen posters get broken including longtime regulars.Bant is a special evil. As you already know the other boards are better and much more inviting. I think this is where posters go to die.
>tfw ears are already busted since birthPerfect for arty crew. Make things go boom from a distance and never have to worry about EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
>Yeah it isGood. Expose yourself to more reality so you can see the brighter side of life. Open the curtains sometimes.
>Like I said, I’m dumb and too many screwups has an effect on you.*slap*
What the fuck did I just tell you? It's okay to make mistakes and be dumb. That's how we learn what's wrong and how to be smart. If you didn't make those mistakes you wouldn't learn but they do weigh. You can spend many nights letting them tear you apart or you can learn from them. Look at them to find the lesson.
Mistakes are bad decisions you didn't learn from.
I wouldn't say you make mistakes more that you can sometimes make poor decisions. Just like you're not a bad person or a fuck up. You sometimes do bad things and sometimes fuck. Who the hell doesn't? Don't beat yourself up over it.
You're still very salvageable in more ways than one.
