>>4789097I've been trying to pay my mortgage for 9 years now, but the banks keep selling my mortgage to other companies and it got lost along the way so now, after all this time trying to figure out who to pay (because I've got the money to pay) this company called Faye Mortgage claims to have my mortgage and isn't letting me pay my mortgage, but instead saying that I owe them $750,000 in back pay and they are estimating my $450,000 house at $2 million so they can have me pay a much higher fee, which I can't afford and they won't even work out a new mortgage for me and are just putting my house up for sale without my consent or knowledge. Google 'upside down mortgage' because I'm probably explaining it poorly, but I'm basically fucked and have been fighting this for 9 years and spent hundreds of thousands of dollars in lawyer fees and I may end up homeless anyway.
All the while, I lost my grandmother who was the greatest person in my life, I'm working 60+ hours a week, still haven't gotten my health insurance so I can't afford my medicine and have been rationing my pills for three months now and just ran out this morning, and I'm just so tired and lonely and don't have time for anything anymore. Saturday is my only day off and all I do is stress out about my life I can't do anything.
And suicide ain't an option, gotta be positive and be here for my family. So I can't even take the cowards way out for this to all end.
Pic related, it's me.
