>>14684389Your god isn't real, anon. None of them are. I know it's demoralizing to hear, because clearly and obviously you had some nihilist phase and the only escape you found was some semitic cult that fed you sweet comfortable warm lies, but it's self delusion and nothing more.
If you want to embrace positivity for it's own sake, that's 100% natural and fine and even healthy, but don't kid yourself that there is any grand design where in you are some fictional creator's special loved one; you aren't. You would never have had to seek out your god in the first place if it even existed.
Religious feels are copium addicts way of getting high, and without your feels "fix" you feel weak, unloved, dejected, alone, pathetic and deserted. All those things are a part of kicking the addiction and realizing the truth; you're all alone on this fucking rock so either drop dead or move on and do something good while you're here, not dicksucking some cult that exists purely upon your feels addiction.
