>>11762132>aspergers/schizoid>no interest in women or sex or others opinions>sometimes get on the path of "self improvement" but always relapse, fluctuate between 190-210 pounds, never obese but never quite healthy>ultimately can't stick to it because I can never find a reason to improve myself, as my lifestyle doesn't need it, I have nobody I want to impress, and nobody else encourages meOnly started browsing this board recently and I feel like a part of the reason I got drawn into natsoc/fascism on here is because living in one of these countries would give me some kind of abstract/moral reason to try in life.
