>>11185358This might actually work if you could live trough other people. I mean what's the point of attachments or sex or wanting stuff when you can just be anyone at all times? No I don't mean possess just be behind their eyes like it were a rollercoaster and you can feel what they're doing or have/indulge in and so forth.
Seems like the best way to beat the system and go fight for nothing and no reason. I mean call me insane but I've had dreams where I'm not myself(someone else) and it was like I was fucking a woman but it felt more like I was watching some very deep/interactive kind of a porno than being there/had it and it doesn't feel like it makes want to stop wanting it/be sated but actually yearn it more to "finalize" it or "make it seem real" so it actually bothers me sometimes even if i don't really care or do nofap or anything. In fact I'm pretty sure most of my child-like tantrums or wants/needs are sexual in nature rather than something I genuinely require, i should in theory make do with anything even nothing if i idk had control? accepted? the fact i have a sex drive. Same with the lack of motivation, memory and general retardation(math overwhelms me emotionally or gives me anxiety so my brain shuts off or i get a headache)
