>>2941743I'm sorry but these are tough truths.
I had to learn this the hard way. I was in a terrible marriage for 6 years and was cheated on. And I still wanted to stay there because I was down the rabbit hole. She eventually left me for my best friend. I felt like I was going to die. But I didn't. And the further I got from the relationship the more I realized how screwed up it all was. I was in love with someone who didn't exist also. Even after all of it, she wanted me to hang out with her and her new boyfriend. I was the epitome of cucked. I eventually told her don't talk to me, don't tell me about your life and don't text me. It was the best decision of my life. I started dating again and now am remarried to a wonderful respectful faithful woman. I'm sorry it happened but you will survive and I'm guessing you will be happier for it in the end.