>>903121Nigga if you hated every passing second on here so much you wouldn't stick around.
And if you ever start thinking about 'muh potentials' you'll spiral into an eternal existential crisis. Potentials are just that, entirely theoretical possibilities.
You're not doing any of all those other, much smarter and more official things because you don't want to. And you never really wanted to.
You knowingly made your own decisions. Stick by them.