>>8622654If you ever enter into an exclusive relationship with her, you're incurring risk that she will do it again. Imagine that you have heart disease and you know you've got to eat right. You eat salmon and greens and healthy shit every day. Then one day you walk past a delightful set of macaroons. You know you shouldn't but you're so tempted. I mean you eat healthy 80%+ of the time. One treat wouldn't hurt. It won't become a habit. I mean, you're young, your metabolism is still good. You're not going to be put over the edge by one fucking macaroon.
Would she eat the macaroon? And if so how would you mitigate it?
Lowest risk move is to keep her around as an option and seek out something potentially better on the side.
But honestly, man, the fact that you got so angry finding this shit out shows that you are very emotionally attached. You're already making a multitude of excuses trying to justify staying with her. You ought to just leave her because it's fucking you up to stay and that unattractive, needy, fear of her cheating is going to put her in the exact state of being curious as to what else is out there. Then she's going to fucking tear your soul apart for real. At the very least, don't do anything rash, like marrying her or fucking her without a condom/impregnating her.
