>>4798253hey man listen this isn't your personal blog but I will offer some help as I am in kind of the same spot as you although you clearly have bigger ambitions and are smarter.
Be me 3.45 gpa with degrees in Crim Justice and IT. Paid my way thgou hschool no debt. Can't get a job as a cop because for 1 opening in any said department there are 300 applications. I sent out at least 50 applications for IT jobs only to get 2 call backs. One which lead to nothing and the other one I found out was for 9 dollars an hour after the first phone interview. I have decided I will be joining the military, gonna enlist in the Air Force because I have to do something with my life.
My advice is to just keep going and keep trying if you see this as your end and no way out it will get a lot worse from here. I know that because a friend of mine literally wants to an hero because he sees no way out, hasn't done anything productive in his life for years. So my advice is just do something that makes you belong and makes you feel like you are helping society in a way.
