>>6507208There has to be a reason. Either you have a physiological abnormality and need the medication or (and this is the more likely scenario) something is missing from your life. Figure it out.
By the way, there's never an excuse to kill yourself. If you are able to kill yourself, then you're likely capable to go out dying for a good cause instead. How do you think you'll feel meeting God and your ancestors face to face knowing that you could have gone out bringing some justice to an evil world rather than just putting a bullet in your own head like a coward? Don't be a waste and don't leave your children alone without you in a corrupt jew infested world; they need you. Your people need you.