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Well, I don't like fighting but I had to punch back sometimes. I think it's related to my childhood, because my mother prevented me to get angry, yell or fight back, or even probably because I was morally harassed and (not physically) bullied as a child. As a result of this, when I have to put an end to the bullshitery of some scummy jerkoffs or if I have to make myself be taken seriously, I do it with no problem when forced to, and that's often when I'm pushed to the edge, but once it's done I really can't help but feel guilty because I had to react that way.
That sucks because it's what you're supposed to do when things aren't right with cunts threatening you and interfering with the things that matter to you.
I wonder how I could get rid of this guilt, when it does not belong.
