>>4276058Gay nihilist.
>>4276017Don't pay attention to that nihilist. With his attitude nothing is meaningful and death is the only thing to look forward to. Think about all the amazing beauty of life, talk to your father, tell him how you feel, reconcile with him, let him understand your feelings and why you feel that way, we may not have a lot of time so take what you can get! Have some fun with life. If you only think about how your life will end 80 years from now you'll end up killing yourself early. I'd say go for it. You have a whole new part of tour life youre missing out on