>>7005279I've been lifting for 7 years now, aged 14 - 21 and Physically I've never had a problem with fitness, but mentally I'm all over the fucking place right now.
In my Third year of University, currently interning for a small company that makes educational computer games for elementary schools (nothing much, 12 hours a week) but I realized I fucking hate office work, I fucking hate sitting in front of a screen all day, I hate sitting in an AC'd grey room with a bunch of fatasses burping their Dr. Pepper non-stop. I realized I love working outdoors and with my hands, During my summer job I work at a camp ground and just moving and setting up shit with my hands is so much more rewarding than sitting infront of a computer screen, now I'm torn. Do I throw away 3 years of money and time and just ditch college and either suffer in an office job or go for a blue collar certification or do I stick with this last year and a half to finish college, waste another 12k or so for tuition for something I've grown to hate.
Also, thinking about moving to Utah, got an Aunt and Uncle there, property is pretty cheap and job market is strong. Also mainly white (I don't care how weird the religious people are, it's better than the widespread pot-smoking, chain fucking degenerates of Los Angeles.)
