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Do you workout? I used to and everywhere I went people gave me respect, total strangers going out of their way to accommodate me. I wasn't big or shredded, but I was fit and you could tell.
I haven't lifted a weight in 5 years now, im constantly bloaded and just always appear disgusting looking. I eat whatever and have zero regard for my bodies appearance.
Interestingly now people always "check" me and give me a hard time, never making eye contact, always being rude and pretending I don't exist.
I just find it peculiar that people automatically give you more respect the better you look, like a social hierarchy ritual or something. Even a simple fresh haircut, I'll notice people wanting to conversate with me, people are more open around me.
I need to start lifting again, I'm getting depressed and mad because everyone looks at me with disgust these days. Thanks for reading my diary, pls respond
